maybe I do, maybe I don't. But judging the fact that I have received two e-mails saying my ex's current girlfriend was following me on a twitter was amusing. I was not angry at all, rather woke up to a good laugh lol. And to think that she might be looking for me in all of the social networks is creepy ! I didn't even know she had twitter haha, until I saw the e-mail but I ignored it and just decided to make a joke out of it, I don't need to look her up on any social network because she isn't important to me, she has no significant purpose in my life. And to think i want my ex back, give me a break! Yeah, I use to miss him because he was a good friend and I wanted to see if it was just possible to be friends, I didn't know it was such a crime to say I miss you to a friend because the last time she freaked the fuck out lmao, that just showed her insecurities, poor thing.
THE POINT OF THIS POST: Stalkers are some serious shit, but people, just learn to laugh about it because they are here to amuse you :) Stalkers , such as mine, are there to breathe your every step of the day. They are anxious to know what you are up too, or if you are secretly talking their current boyfriends haha.
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ETC LLYMLRS UK Beauty Blog: Makeup Reviews Beauty Tips: MAC Superslick Eyeliner
ETC LLYMLRS UK Beauty Blog: Makeup Reviews Beauty Tips: MAC Superslick Eyeliner: MAC Superslick Liquid Eyeliner: MAC (£15.50) The MAC Superslick liner is apparently exactly the same formula as the Illamasqua Preci...
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Say it, and say it proudly
What would you say to your crush if you had the chance to do so?
That's the question I got asked by my friend earlier today, and truthfully speaking, I wouldn't know. Not because I am clueless or don't have any emotions but because when I would be around him I would be all but smiles and laughter, it was always a good time with him because we would joke around and I would be such a weirdo when I would hang out with him. But if I had to have a serious talk with him it would be this: get over your trust issues. Although he didn't specifically say it, I could tell that he still had some trust issues over his past relationships, and it's okay because so did I. Everyone has had at least one bad past relationship but its not the end of the world.
I truthfully wanted a chance. That's all. Nothing more nothing less .
If I were to have been given that chance, he would of seen the real me. The real Stephanie. When I like someone, I am a completely different person. I tend to be a bitch because that's sort of this big wall that I try to put up because I have been hurt by so many and I don't want the list to go on. So for the past months I was a bitch to guys whom liked me and my crush was the first guy I have liked since my ex so it was extremely hard for me to be nice because I didn't want to be hurt again, but I was regardless. And maybe it was me who push him into that direction because I was such a sarcastic bitch to him and was bi polar at times.
But all in all, I would of said this: You missed out, because although you did know me, you really didn't know the real me. You didn't know what I could of offered or what I would of done for you. I see that you care more about appearance than personality and quite frankly that's going to bite you in the ass one day because you're being picky. I like you for you and not because of your looks, nor because you had an awesome car. I liked you because you saw life as a joke which I didn't before, you taught me not to take life so seriously and to just have fun and live a little. You showed me that I could be happy without my ex boyfriend whom I had so much drama with . I liked you because when I was with you, I was always happy and forgot all the worries.
And I still do like you. . . and if you wanted to take things slow. . we could of. I would of waited for you. But overall, just a message saying hey want to hang out would be nice. . .
That's the question I got asked by my friend earlier today, and truthfully speaking, I wouldn't know. Not because I am clueless or don't have any emotions but because when I would be around him I would be all but smiles and laughter, it was always a good time with him because we would joke around and I would be such a weirdo when I would hang out with him. But if I had to have a serious talk with him it would be this: get over your trust issues. Although he didn't specifically say it, I could tell that he still had some trust issues over his past relationships, and it's okay because so did I. Everyone has had at least one bad past relationship but its not the end of the world.
I truthfully wanted a chance. That's all. Nothing more nothing less .
If I were to have been given that chance, he would of seen the real me. The real Stephanie. When I like someone, I am a completely different person. I tend to be a bitch because that's sort of this big wall that I try to put up because I have been hurt by so many and I don't want the list to go on. So for the past months I was a bitch to guys whom liked me and my crush was the first guy I have liked since my ex so it was extremely hard for me to be nice because I didn't want to be hurt again, but I was regardless. And maybe it was me who push him into that direction because I was such a sarcastic bitch to him and was bi polar at times.
But all in all, I would of said this: You missed out, because although you did know me, you really didn't know the real me. You didn't know what I could of offered or what I would of done for you. I see that you care more about appearance than personality and quite frankly that's going to bite you in the ass one day because you're being picky. I like you for you and not because of your looks, nor because you had an awesome car. I liked you because you saw life as a joke which I didn't before, you taught me not to take life so seriously and to just have fun and live a little. You showed me that I could be happy without my ex boyfriend whom I had so much drama with . I liked you because when I was with you, I was always happy and forgot all the worries.
And I still do like you. . . and if you wanted to take things slow. . we could of. I would of waited for you. But overall, just a message saying hey want to hang out would be nice. . .
It's not just a picture, its an expression
Paintings express emotions at the time being, someone's interpretation as beauty, or just a plain memory. You can't start a masterpiece without your handy tools.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Peachy Glamour: Tea Time :) I found these cute ea...
Peachy Glamour: Tea Time :) I found these cute ea...: Tea Time :) I found these cute earrings at DownEast Basics.They were having a sale 30% off all accessories so ...
I want these so badly!
I want these so badly!
Face down
I envy the fact that as much as I try to get over you, you're still in my head. The best part of it is that there is no more communication involved. . .I said that for next semester, he won't have me as a friend. Go figure . . .
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
thecharminglife: TOPSHOP!
thecharminglife: TOPSHOP!: So I'm so happy I finally got the shoes I wanted from topshop after a trip to london and a year in waiting I found my size. Now you're proba...
These are too cute!
These are too cute!
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Go get laid by your russian boyfriend man
its embarrassing to have once seen someone as being caring, adventurous, spontaneous, attractive, and overall a good friend TO now being rude, disgusting both in personality and appearance, rude, selfish and such a horrible friend. I had accepted the fact that nothing was going to go further with me and him because it just wasn't going to happen but that didn't mean I wanted to give up on our friendship, and after just a few text messages I'm told to leave him alone. And I certainly will because I don't need immature bi polar little boys in my life and certainly not friends like that.
He's seem to forgotten who was there for him during his first semester or who was there to help him out in things or just someone to talk to and have a friend. People like him make me have pity for them because they only use people for their own personal needs and then abandon people when they don't need them anymore and/or they have found other people to take their place.
Fuck you mr.paweł
He's seem to forgotten who was there for him during his first semester or who was there to help him out in things or just someone to talk to and have a friend. People like him make me have pity for them because they only use people for their own personal needs and then abandon people when they don't need them anymore and/or they have found other people to take their place.
Fuck you mr.paweł
Monday, June 11, 2012
Photo of the night
I want to do photography as a hobby. I enjoy taking pictures of my surroundings because my pictures will be completely random and unexpected.
Essere onesti
The title means be honest in Italian.
It may be difficult to be honest with individuals, but it's the best policy.
If you don't like me, it's better off just being blunt and telling me the truth because it's not fair for me to be wasting my time. I want you to be upfront with me and just tell me the truth instead of making up excuses and telling me you are "busy" or that you will let me know when we can "hang out". Don't lie, because if you do, I'll eventually find out sooner or later. The truth always comes out, one way or the other.
It may be difficult to be honest with individuals, but it's the best policy.
If you don't like me, it's better off just being blunt and telling me the truth because it's not fair for me to be wasting my time. I want you to be upfront with me and just tell me the truth instead of making up excuses and telling me you are "busy" or that you will let me know when we can "hang out". Don't lie, because if you do, I'll eventually find out sooner or later. The truth always comes out, one way or the other.
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