What sucks balls is telling this person you sorta love them and not feeling loved in return. Not like I was expecting him to say it back, but I had high hopes he would of given me a chance. A chance to just be able to prove myself and make him happy. But like always, shit doesn't work out.
I finally got tired of this damn cycle it always goes like this, drunk text? half the time, meet up, talk for a bit, and have sex but this time I won't lie out of the three times this was like the best. The other two times sucked so badly, like I was so iffy on doing it again with him Saturday but it was worth it, then like a dumbass I get a bit emotionally and start pouring my feelings and his line is always "I don't like you like that, lets just be friends I'm sorry" but then during sex you have the audacity to say you feeling something between us, get the fuck out. I admit I was depressed all night after he left and all throughout yesterday but today, I woke up feeling angry at him.
He fucked up. And he's going to miss me when I'm gone.
asshole.
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